0 unread emails

Oh the dreaded job hunting. I knew it would be hard with our current economy, but I'd forgotten how completely frustrating it is too. When you've sent out over 20 applications and still have no response, your self esteem takes a few small hits. I started applying about a month ago and it hasn't gotten any easier. Having been away from friends and family for almost half a year now, I really wanted to be close to them when I got home. I've missed so much already, I didn't want to move away again and miss out on so much more. But job hunting in NC isn't as easy as one would think. And while I'd be happy waitressing for a while, I need experience to get any further in my career and waitressing just won't cut it. After about a month I got pretty frustrated with the lack of jobs to apply for in NC.

So, I was talkin to my best friend the other night and how much we miss each other and wish we lived closer. And then it dawned on me. Why not apply for jobs in crazy places like NY that I previously would never have considered living? My life is completely up in the air anyway so why not throw a few more curve balls. So there you have it, I'm applying for jobs in New York City. My mom is probably crying with excitement right about now. She's always wanted me to go to New York so she could visit. I hate the idea of teeny apartments and not much greenery, not to mention the cold, but for a few years it might just be worth the adventure. Oh what I would give to be able to get drinks with Laura after work again or roadtrip home together.

Not to leave out my other loves, it would be a big adjustment leaving NC. Most of my best friends and family still live around NC and it'd be hard not being as close to them. Kat and I had grand plans of moving in together if I could get a job in Greensboro but the economy is against us. Everyone's been excited about reunions when I get home and if I had to leave right away again I'd be heartbroken. But I feel like I'm at that crossroads in my life. I could go back and stay in NC where its safe and warm, or I could venture out into the world and try on a different lifestyle. I'm pretty sure I'll end up in NC eventually. Its a fabulous place to raise a family, just ask my sister and her hubby and their two beautiful kids. But for now, I could use some more adventure in my life. I'm 25 and single and wouldn't mind checkin out what they have cookin up yonder. And they better still open doors and say m'am and sir. Plus, I've also always wanted to see a real Jersey Shorer.

Who knows where I'll end up. All I know is I'm excited and giving it a shot. Oh yea, and any job leads in the graphic design/art director realm would be much appreciated.